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Nude

by Ponette

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1.
Thx Bye 01:33
all you wanted was to get under my skin but under my skin there’s nothing you look very disappointed now it’s time to stop stop the complaining ‘cause i don’t even know if i’m supposed to blame him i can’t take it back i let you under my skin you act like you’re the best but you don’t have a heart do you? i’m really not impressed don’t care if you are smart and cool k, bye, bye thx, bye, bye thx, bye, bye thx, bye, bye thx, bye, bye
2.
Stuck 02:38
My body’s shaking But i’m just faking Your hands don’t do it for me It’s getting obvious But you don’t see it ‘cause You always only see you You need me, don’t you You think that i could Rescue you It’s all in my hands Well, i don’t trust them To be around you I’m stuck I’m stuck You want to own me Want to control me You let me run, but i’m leashed I want to freak out Say “get the f**k out” This feels like torture to me You make me stupid The things i’m doing To please you You’re deep in my head I got used to it I need you I’m stuck I’m stuck If you love me you have to let me go ‘Cause i don’t think i can break out on my own I don’t want to, but i’ll keep you in my heart You left a big scar, so you live there now I’m stuck I’m stuck
3.
ice cream 02:16
i just came clean i bought you ice cream told you everything it was nice, really until you made a fucking mess of me you realized you’d lost me then you lost it and you showed me who you really are and i’m still scared still crying i’m still dying inside and i’ll never be as good as i want to be never be the one you want me to be and i never understood what you see in me but i’ll never regret going all in ‘cause i’m just i’m so alone i’m so alone drinking to forget my problems but there is just to many of them i’m so alone i’m so alone drinking to forget my problems but there is just to many of them °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸,ø¤°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸ and i buy cool clothes and i try cool boys on but nothing matters but you
4.
Meltdown 03:25
Got a million questions I can’t think straight Had to many drinks I can’t walk straight It’s building up I think this is a meltdown, breakdown I can be your high for the night, I I can be so wild like your dreams, I’ll Make you come alive for a little while While Yeah, i promise you It all looks good on paper But i can promise you It’s not like that My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am to you My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am to you Everything is blurry when I’m with you Shit, I just don’t want you like I used to This is rough but I can’t be your lifeline You’re not mine Wanna get me high for the night, I I could let you try, you won’t get it right Only feel alive when i dream at night, I Yeah, you love my eyes I do look good in pictures But I keep telling you, I’m not like that My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am to you My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am to you My heart beats faster now I feel this major pressure I can’t keep running ‘round Tomorrow I’ll be better I’m screaming, there’s no sound This is such a nightmare Strange places all around Hunts me when i’m down My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am, do you? My heart is hurting I don’t trust the world I don’t understand who I am to you My heart beats faster now I feel this major pressure (I don’t understand) I can’t keep running ‘round I’m screaming, there’s no sound This is such a nightmare (I don’t understand) My heart beats faster now I feel this major pressure (I don’t understand) I can’t keep running ‘round I’m screaming, there’s no sound This is such a nightmare
5.
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6.
In My Head 03:11
Stuck in my bed Been here for days now Stuck in my head, I’m in a haze now Can’t eat, can’t sleep Can’t feel my face now It’s all pretend I’m running in and Running in and Running in circles I feel sedated Like you’re still here But super faded It’s all pretend I’ve been fighting for so long Don’t know where I belong I used to feel so strong Think I’ll stay in bed Stay in bed You are in my head You are in my head tonight ‘Cause you are in my head You are in my head tonight Tried to kick you out You’re in too deep Talking through my mouth Controlling me You are in my head You are in my head tonight One more drink To blur my mind Don’t want to think I feel just fine I don’t need sleep anymore I don’t need dreams anymore I’m running from you Running from you Running from myself You always find me You’re always here Or right behind It’s all pretend I’ve been fighting for so long Don’t know where I belong I used to feel so strong Think I’ll stay in bed Stay in bed You are in my head You are in my head tonight ‘Cause you are in my head You are in my head You are in my head tonight Tried to kick you out You’re in too deep Talking through my mouth Controlling me You are in my head You are in my head tonight
7.
fine 01:55
it’s fine we’re fine i’m fine i’m fine i’m fine i’m fine i’m fine
8.
Losing Me 03:03
My head exploded I told you everything Told you we were over You made me take it back, Wait until we’re sober We made it through the night Through the night But it’s still coming You are losing me You are losing me Mmmm Feels just like I’m locked up Everything’s so fucked up In our Fantasy prison Everything’s just pretend Everyday we pretend Feels like you own me You love to show me off Only care what they see Their envy gets you off You don’t know what I need It’s getting hard to take Hard to fake You know it’s coming You are losing me You are losing me Mmmm Feels just like I’m locked up Everything’s so fucked up In our Fantasy prison Everything’s just pretend Everyday we pretend Just like Mmmm Nothing ever feels right Waking up like every night Need to just run But my head is a prison Everything’s just pretend Everyday I pretend Just like you And we’re stuck here Running into walls We accept them Never let them fall I’m just scared if I lose you Will you die? Will you die without me? Mmmm Feels just like I’m locked up Everything’s so fucked up In our Fantasy prison Everything’s just pretend Everyday we pretend Just like Mmmm Nothing ever feels right Waking up like every night Need to just run But my head is a prison Everything’s just pretend Everyday I pretend Just like you
9.
wtf 03:41
i’m done ‘cause you broke me bad you should respect my decision can’t run, can’t escape this fight and i’m really tired of missing you i just really need it to be over always just forget when i’m not sober want to shut you out for the night then you’re back in my heart back to the start what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my bed i don’t want to need you like i do so what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my bed i don’t want to need you like i do all of our history things you’ve shared with me we’ll keep them here not sure how to set us free ‘cause you promised me i’d be safe here i’ll never trust again i just really need it to be over always just forget when i’m not sober want to shut you out for the night then you’re back in my heart back to the start what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my bed i don’t want to need you like i do so what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my bed i don’t want to need you like i do my heart my heart is broken it hurts like hell that you’re moving on i’m here just call if you need me wish i’d let go but i can’t i’m just like what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my head i don’t want to need you like i do so what the fuck are you still doing in my head what the fuck are you still doing in my bed i don’t want to need you like i do
10.
Breathe 03:06
My eyes are tired I’ve been crying forever You don’t know me Please just hold me I don’t care I need to, need to Shit, i don’t know what i need but You have to stay until i feel like myself again I can’t breathe I can’t breathe He used to catch me So i fall on purpose No, i don’t miss him I turned it off I don’t care I can’t feel, can’t feel Don’t have a heart anymore And I can’t pretend I’ll never feel like myself again I can’t breathe I can’t breathe There’s just too much space in my bed Shit, I’m very tired But everything is moving closer It’s really over Shit, my head’s on fire And I’m always scared of everything The anxiety is kicking in I don’t want you I don’t want to feel the sad I can’t breathe I can’t breathe I can’t breathe

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released May 7, 2021

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Ponette Oslo, Norway

Ponette combines grunge attitude with catchy hooks and dark, glitchy electro productions. Based in Oslo, the band has been creating an underground hype playing small clubs in Norway's urban areas.

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